late for lunch
after rdng other blogs i am suffering the blog anxiety. some people know how to write readably. communities seen from afar look luscious. a taste i've never touched (tongue)? ola, voyeurs. do leave comments.
posted by Kyle at 12:12 PM
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thank you. but dont you know what i mean? anxiety. its always a blindside with that fucker. sadly the self is inexhaustible. i am also fiercly proud and happy for all those who give good read.
I'm beginning my Sunday night comment karam with you.
Your blog is very readable. In that I read it often and like it. No stink of theory class unlike mine, which is where my own insecurities come in. Deborah asking quite honestly: why don;t you just say that then? And I answer quite honestly: Cause that's not what I meanings.
Karam=karma.
Tonight at least.
thank you bob. complements are lovely, and i tend toawrds anxiety vis a vis theory retardation. but i can only eat so many grape nuts before i start thinking (madly): mango, chutney, jogging, shower.
so goes the MTV generation. even in those inclined to do so, true celebration of difference - not as concept but experience - is rare, no? i like mao suits more though when we dont all have to wear them.
Did you say Grapenuts? Now I am hungry for them. I don't care what they are a metaphor for, I want Grapenuts.
I knew this young astronomy instructor at city college. He had long straight yellow hair and smiled a lot. A friend of mind said he was like a muppet. I understood what she meant. I had this vision of video taping the instructor cheerfully crunching Grapenuts while the Beatles song "Mother Nature's Son" played. So you see...there is relief to anxiety sometimes. I never made the video, which is all for the best. Of course...really I just wanted to talk about Grapenuts but felt the need to commiserate with you in some way or comfort (having an anxiety disorder chemical imbalance alarmed nervous system chronic pain thingy, I like to stick by my fellow anxious), but I think I rather indulged. It's too late to go to the store for Grapenuts. Grapenuts are like reading many blog posts--dip in spoon, some Grapenuts escape, some get crunched, some get soggy near the end, stick to your teeth, jaw workout, lot of milk left over, need more Grapenuts but sick of them (but don't want just leftover milk--then too many compensating Grapenuts and have to add more milk, hope its not too much), full but stomach later a battered empty (more Grapenuts?), Grapenuts still resounding through tooth and bone and blood vessel, rocky wholesome violence, a Grapenut here, a Grapenut there, but never all the Grapenuts.
a champion for grapenuts! wonderful! the web works! stones overturned, little bugs, mornign dementia. yes. how close i came to commiseratign with my commiserator - but its already here, how we stand, and with who, and how. nice to see you here, dear redbird.
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